Amber

Are you cold, old Friend,
there in the ground, where we put you,
wrapped in fur, and breathing
no more; no more agony;
are you cold?
Do the stones press hard, shall I dig
to pull them back?

Old Friend, the life we lived was hard for you, I know. It was not the one you chose, nor I, and not the one I'd give you if I could.

Old Friend, you carried me; this is a secret which you did not know; you thought I carried you.

Old Friend, are you colder than the cold North Road, when thee and me, we fled the pain together?

Old Friend, are you colder than the night I had to leave you in the dark, dead car? How did you forgive me? You had a talent I could never match for honest, loving trust.

Old Friend, are you cold? Shall I climb in with you and be warm?


©  Copyright, 1999; Malcolm Beckett



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